Hello worry & anxiety

Last night, checking messages, I realized I had missed a call from our geneticist. They have our test results and can meet with us today at 1 p.m.. I just called to confirm the appointment. How do I feel? Hollowed out and off balance. I don't know what they will say. The unknown and unexpected frighten me a little. What kind of Downs will Mermaid have? Any thyroid problems? luekemia? Deep breath. But, later this afternoon we will know and we will start to plant some expectations and that will feel more comfortable, right?