Guess I'm not over it.

Yesterday when I went to the grocery store, I saw a man with Down syndrome bagging groceries. It made me sad. I want my son to be more than a bagger at a grocery store when he's 40.

It's not a problem.

I think being a mother is pretty demanding. And, of course, it's never the only thing any of us is doing. I don't know, but I anticipate being a mother to Lizard Loaf in particular will be extra demanding. I've decided I don't have time to battle with my weight anymore. Mother of two, one of them with DS... I can't imagine when I'd find the time! So, I've decided to be thin and be done with it. I'll give myself a month off after my boy busts out. Maybe six weeks. And then I'm moving on, leaving the weight behind.

*phew* What a relief! I feel better already...